I had written out what I was going to write today but forgot it at home. Since I haven't really been home today since I left for work, I guess that would be the reason.

I just need to win a kil-drilillon dollars and my life of bills and owe people would be a lot easier.

Well, yesterday I went out with my friend David to take pictures of the valley. Since I deliver to the prettiest places, I thought that he would enjoy the new outlook of life. We went to Paradise, UT and took a few pictures there of barns, cows and old places. We even went to the Hyrum Cemetery and took pictures there. It was nice to get away from everything and enjoy the ride with a friend.

I visited the bookstore yesterday, since I had nothing to do at work. I miss everyone, even Aaron!

Amy, if you read this and I know you will, you are the cutest ever. I am glad that we are friends and you serious are the most genuine person ever!

I have decided to skip a wedding and go to the Lava Hot Springs this weekend! I will tell you what happens

What is bothering me....

Just need to get things said. What is going through my mind lately.

I have always wondered why I am who I am. Why I am a member of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints, why my body size has never been skinny, why I have the friends I have, or this and that.. I have thought about having eating disorders, suicide and even living with guys.

This last weekend was HELL!!! I was watering a patch of grass in the front of my basement window and long story short, water was coming in from under the foundation. My roommate had called the landlords and explained what had happened. This was all Saturday night.. Sunday afternoon, I called the landlords after church. I had asked him if he wanted us to put in the old carpet (we had pulled it up, there was so much water) or get a new one and take it out of the rent. He told me it was MY problem and I need to fix it. Are you serious?!! I didn't lift the house up off the foundation. I was so angry and almost in tears. Since Sunday, every day, my roommate texts me about things I need to do. She is pissed at me, my landlords hate me and I have to fix the problem!!

Today I got a text message telling me I need to find or rent a carpet shampooer to clean the carpet. The carpet is an ugly orange color and soon I will post a picture. The landlord told me that it was new carpet when Krisann (my roommate) moved in.. There is no way!

So I just got a call from my roommate saying that the landlords gave us a week to decide what we are going to do. A week!! I don't understand why they don't just call me since I was the one who caused the problem!

I am looking for a new place to live but I don't know.. The rent is really good.. I only pay $175. We will see what will happen. I will have made a decision by the end of the summer.. I swear to it.

Smiles

If someone waved at you, would you give them the bird or would you wave back? You would be nice and wave back (I would hope).

I was sitting at the library this week and was watching people as I was waiting for my turn on a computer. If someone looked at me, I would smile at them. I thought it was a nice thing to do. The majority of the people either didn't respond or gave me a dirty look.

My question is this: What is wrong with this society?

It's a funny

I don't know when this happened but it did. I am not sure if it happened from my door to my car or from my car to the door of work. What is it that you may ask.. oh, it's coming!

I was getting ready for the day at work and while I was putting some dishes in the dishwasher I noticed it.. It was on my sleeve facing me.. I kept seeing it all day! It is something so small but so gross..

What?

It is bird poop!!!! A small bit of it but it was still POOP!!!! I tried to clean it off without making a big deal about it but I think I made it worse..

What an aaahh moment

I had given my friend Mark a framed picture of him and his daughter Ivy for graduation (to my surprise he's not graduating until December 2009). Above is the picture. I framed it in a brown and black frame, it looked really good!!

The other day when Mark and I were talking he called me Remee. This is when the aaahhh moment occurred.. Let me set the scene up for you.

We were at my favorite place in the world Tummi Yummi's getting some frozen yogurt.

Mark: Renaldo!
Me: Yes? You know what someone called me that today, I told them you (Mark) were the only one who could call me that.
Mark: (he laughs) You know what?!
Me: what?
Mark: Ivy remembers who you are.
Me: Really? How?
Mark: She looks at the picture you gave me and she says 'Remee gave that to me'.
Me: Nice (I didn't know what to say).
Mark: Remee
Me: You can't call me that only Ivy!

I am glad to know that every time I see Ivy, I know deep inside that she knows who I am even if she pretends she doesn't.

Friends

I love my friends. They come in all shapes and sizes.

I don't have a funny story about any friends, I just wanted you to know that I love you!