I have been thinking a lot today while I was driving. I know, it could be dangerous for me to think. But, I have 10 days left here in Texas and I just can stop thinking about what I am doing. When I moved back here, I wasn't on planning on being here forever. I grew up here, I hate the weather and my allergies are horrible. I can't handle it! As an adult, it is even worse. I do miss the cold weather and the beautiful mountains of Utah.
I have the best friends here and I am sad to leave them. But I know, they will do just fine without me. They didn't know me 18 months ago, so I am pretty sure they can keep on trekking in this world without me. I am not saying I won't miss them, I will. It will be hard the first month or so not being able to drive to their home and visit with them or have Disney movie night while playing spoons where someone gets hurt. I will totally miss that. But I have memories and will always remember them.
I will also remember the people that shared my last few weeks together. I have the best friends to come and play with me or have dinner with me. Thank you Tara Anderson, Amy Kotter, Sandy Abel, Justin Woolard, Rebecca Meyer, Carol, Katie Winn, Michelle Pray, AlyKat, Susan Shi and the many others I forgot to mention. I do appreciate the friendships and the fun time we have had together. I love you all so much and will miss your smiling faces.
This journey back to Utah is a little stressful. More than my move back to Texas. This time, I don't have the money to move and it sucks! I am moving in with two girls that are 22 and 26 (whom I have never met) and am worried that things will not be good.. If you know me, my roommate record isn't good. I have found one roommate that I can handle and we have gotten along just wonderfully. I have moved 10 times in one year because of roommates. I am not liking this deal but right now, this is all I have.
I move away from here in 10 days (I know, I am saying it again). I will be ready for my new adventure.
Sunday, March 20, 2011
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Wednesday, March 2, 2011
March 3, 2011
I don't think anyone reads this but its good to get things out of my head, even if it will help me sleep at night.
I am moving in 28 days to Salt Lake City, Utah, and everything was settle. I got the transfer with my work and a place to live, I even made sure my gym membership would transfer. Everything was set, until last week.
I received word from my cousin that she received a letter from the HOA and counsel about me moving in. What she told me was " We got a letter stating that we need to give 30 days written notice for the condo....and then the Board of Directors have to give written consent. We just got this letter two days ago. We are going to send a formal written notice immediately. The HOA told David that is was O.K. and now this. There is a problem because of the age. These are the rules of anyone not 55 or older.
We will let you know as soon as we know anything else. My understanding is that the HOA knows about you coming. Why they waited until now to send a letter is beyond me."
So I may or may not have a place to live once I move. I think this has slow me down from packing and things I need to do to get ready for this move. I am stressed and my body hurts from not sleeping well. I hate this feeling and hope that they come to the decision that I can stay. I don't do anything but work and sleep. I stay to myself, maybe that is why I am still single..
I am moving in 28 days to Salt Lake City, Utah, and everything was settle. I got the transfer with my work and a place to live, I even made sure my gym membership would transfer. Everything was set, until last week.
I received word from my cousin that she received a letter from the HOA and counsel about me moving in. What she told me was " We got a letter stating that we need to give 30 days written notice for the condo....and then the Board of Directors have to give written consent. We just got this letter two days ago. We are going to send a formal written notice immediately. The HOA told David that is was O.K. and now this. There is a problem because of the age. These are the rules of anyone not 55 or older.
We will let you know as soon as we know anything else. My understanding is that the HOA knows about you coming. Why they waited until now to send a letter is beyond me."
So I may or may not have a place to live once I move. I think this has slow me down from packing and things I need to do to get ready for this move. I am stressed and my body hurts from not sleeping well. I hate this feeling and hope that they come to the decision that I can stay. I don't do anything but work and sleep. I stay to myself, maybe that is why I am still single..
Saturday, February 26, 2011
February 26, 2011
So reading my friends blogs and others, I have been thinking that I want to have long blogs like them. But recently, I don't have that much to say and think but hope that someday I will.
The other day I went to the LDS Dallas Temple and was thinking about a lot of things since I was super early for the session I was going to go to. The last time I was at the Dallas Temple was when I was a youth doing baptisms. It seriously has been a super long time.
I am glad I waited for my friend because without her, I would be lost. I am blessed to have friends that share the same beliefs and good values.
The other day I went to the LDS Dallas Temple and was thinking about a lot of things since I was super early for the session I was going to go to. The last time I was at the Dallas Temple was when I was a youth doing baptisms. It seriously has been a super long time.
I am glad I waited for my friend because without her, I would be lost. I am blessed to have friends that share the same beliefs and good values.
Sunday, February 13, 2011
Houston mini trip
Took a mini trip to Houston this weekend and it was fun from the start. Whatever you do, don't get a hotel room in Downtown Houston unless it is a Hilton or something you have heard about. Just sayin'. It was a good trip to the Houston Temple and then catching the Houston Rockets vs Dallas Mavericks game. It was a close game from the beginning and I am proud of my Mavs for holding onto the lead. It was my first pro basketball game and hope to catch another one soon.
It was good to take the trip with three friends. They are great people and it was fun to get to know them a little better.
I got to see my little brother and his wife. It was fun to spend some time with them. I don't get to see them very often because of work schedules and money but I know that they love me just the same.
It was good to take the trip with three friends. They are great people and it was fun to get to know them a little better.
I got to see my little brother and his wife. It was fun to spend some time with them. I don't get to see them very often because of work schedules and money but I know that they love me just the same.
Sunday, December 26, 2010
December 26, 2010
I have been thinking a lot lately about this blog thing. I know I don't write here very often but when I do it is mostly nothing of importance. Reading other blogs I always feel like I want to be more like them writing on something that means something.
I don't travel much so I can't talk about my many travels. I don't have any kids, so that is out. All I do is work and I don't want to talk about work. So I guess what I feel and what I am feeling at this time of writing is what I am going to write about.
Since I left Logan, Utah, I have been a little struggling with life and hanging out with friends. If you know me, I am friends with everyone. I like everyone. If I didn't like you, you would know. That is me. But since my move, I have been thinking and planning my move back to L-town and how much fun it will be when I return. Since moving back to Texas, many of my L-town friends moved away and are doing new things in their lives. I am seriously happy for them.
D. Pak, moved to Vegas and recently sent me a message that read "Renee, Renee, if Tummi Yummi's did one good thing it was bringing us together. You already know I wished you a Merry Xmas." What a blessed one. I myself feel like I am blessed to have met him and become friends with a great soul.
Jaxon M. he moved to Montana is attending MSU and playing basketball with them. I talk to him 3-4 times a month and again, I am so lucky to have his friendship. Once again, Tummi Yummi's came into play. I met Jaxon at the funniest place in L-town.
But, I can't keep thinking that things will be the same. Many friends are getting married, moving and building their own circle of friends. I am happy for them and wonder if I will be back in the circle.
It's nice to back here in Texas but for me to hang out with friends I have to travel more than an hour to hang out with them. Not that is is worth it but sometimes I can't afford it. Gas prices are up to $2.80 and I can't afford to fill up every other day.
There are some times where I feel less of a friend to anyone. Because I don't have money and I live so far away, I feel that puts a strain on my friendships.
I miss the things I can do for free and not having to go far to do them. I hate to travel so far to visit friends. I miss the mountains and the hiking. The closeness of friends and the many things to do.
I am hoping that my feelings will change in a few weeks, I would hate to feel less adequate to my friends here in the new year.
I don't travel much so I can't talk about my many travels. I don't have any kids, so that is out. All I do is work and I don't want to talk about work. So I guess what I feel and what I am feeling at this time of writing is what I am going to write about.
Since I left Logan, Utah, I have been a little struggling with life and hanging out with friends. If you know me, I am friends with everyone. I like everyone. If I didn't like you, you would know. That is me. But since my move, I have been thinking and planning my move back to L-town and how much fun it will be when I return. Since moving back to Texas, many of my L-town friends moved away and are doing new things in their lives. I am seriously happy for them.
D. Pak, moved to Vegas and recently sent me a message that read "Renee, Renee, if Tummi Yummi's did one good thing it was bringing us together. You already know I wished you a Merry Xmas." What a blessed one. I myself feel like I am blessed to have met him and become friends with a great soul.
Jaxon M. he moved to Montana is attending MSU and playing basketball with them. I talk to him 3-4 times a month and again, I am so lucky to have his friendship. Once again, Tummi Yummi's came into play. I met Jaxon at the funniest place in L-town.
But, I can't keep thinking that things will be the same. Many friends are getting married, moving and building their own circle of friends. I am happy for them and wonder if I will be back in the circle.
It's nice to back here in Texas but for me to hang out with friends I have to travel more than an hour to hang out with them. Not that is is worth it but sometimes I can't afford it. Gas prices are up to $2.80 and I can't afford to fill up every other day.
There are some times where I feel less of a friend to anyone. Because I don't have money and I live so far away, I feel that puts a strain on my friendships.
I miss the things I can do for free and not having to go far to do them. I hate to travel so far to visit friends. I miss the mountains and the hiking. The closeness of friends and the many things to do.
I am hoping that my feelings will change in a few weeks, I would hate to feel less adequate to my friends here in the new year.
Sunday, November 28, 2010
Christmas present
I was thinking today on my way home from church that I would list good things about one certain person. His name is Justin, and I don't know why, I am a little mean to him around people. We can carry on some good conversations via text and Facebook but when we are face to face, I am mean to him. He is a really nice guy and I told him on Thanksgiving that I would be nice to him for one month and that would be his Christmas present. He agreed, still not believing me. I want to prove him that I can.
So it has been five days since Thanksgiving..
11.28.10
one. Justin has a great smile
two.. what a sweet guy
three... nice to talk
four.... has nothing mean to say
five..... has patience with me
Next week, I will add more good things. I do hope that I can prove that I can be a nice person.
So it has been five days since Thanksgiving..
11.28.10
one. Justin has a great smile
two.. what a sweet guy
three... nice to talk
four.... has nothing mean to say
five..... has patience with me
Next week, I will add more good things. I do hope that I can prove that I can be a nice person.
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